This year.

So i'm bored.
It's friday night and i worked till 8... i have to get up at 7 to get ready for work at 8:30 so pretty much, me wanted to go out and do anything was once again ruined by work.
what ever though.
I should get used to not having a life, I'm going to have to work for a million years.
a customer called me "salty" today...
People really don't get when i'm joking. like when i said "I can go 3 hours with out smiling..that is how much i hate this place." or "I'm never happy" I'm semi-joking.

But onto this year.
I don't know what to think of it.
It seems to be ending on a good note but when i look back to what the rest of this year consisted of i get so disgusted.
Some of the people in it, i wish i never meet...and i don't even talk to them anymore.
Nor do i want to talk to them.
Next year should be better being how this year is ending.

I'm in a bad mood.
really.
really bad mood.
For no reason. well there prolly is.
It's prolly from thinking about all the shitty shit from the rest of the year besides right now... and how i hate a majority of it.
don't make me hate next year... please?

i can really complain about a lot of things.
It really is a talent that I've grown to be an expert in.
But i guess i should be really greatful for the people that i have in my life now that i can talk to, and rely on, and joke with, and ya....
Really.
Stay.
I'm glad i have these people.

I'm tired. so i'm prolly going to sleep. I slept in school today. I've been doing that a lot. Adderall doens't do much by noon.
I'm just so tired all the time.
I can't even hardly lift a 24 pack of soda anymore.
I jsut feel so worn out.
I'm ready for a break.