Tuesday, April 22, 2008

arguement of the day....

I now hate Einstein...
for being a man whore
like almost every other guy on this earth
I don't care if hes a "Great mind", he's not a great person in my mind.

source of him being a man whore: nate.

I blame him for my newly found hate, whether or not it's true or false.

I also... Do not hate burger king because they dye their tomatoes a brighter red.

In fact, i'm not even sure they do or not.

But to be able to charge $1 for a whopper junior and have some nice looking tomatoes on there... they must be dyed.

Just to clear the air.

happy earth day.

Plant a tree or something lame like that.

The end.

p.s. if u can't tell today sucks balls.

Thursday, April 17, 2008


Sitting in the engineering and mathematical sciences building right now.
Bored, I wish more people would see this blog.
Oh well, patience I guess.

I don't have to work with prisoners tomorrow Whooo hoo! yay!

Why don't i seriously have anything good to write anymore?!
My brain is fried from...... Ugh nothing comes to mind.
Perhaps because it's deep fried, McDonald's style.
No good thoughts come to mind anymore.
Maybe they do, but atleast not when i need them to, like right now.

I need a new job, Piggly Wiggly sucks cock 24x7.
I would like a quiet job, not too high pace.
But thats the kind of job that a 19 year olf works, while our minds are still fresh and able to be placed in hectic situations.
I think i've aged faster than everyone else in that aspect, i don't enjoy that kind of lifestyle.

Also, im severly dyslexic when it comes to this post. I've had to click backspace more times than i have in my entire life due to spelling things backwards.
Who isn't dyslexic though, we all show those traits everyonce in a while.
I like to freak out about them just as much as the other psychos do.

well this is good for now,
I'm happy with this post.


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

alive & awake...

My thoughts woke me up this morning at 7.
I'm in a "I want to conquer the world" kind of mood. I wonder how long it will last.
I need to find a new job so i'm going to go on a hunt.
I also have a to write a story
bake a cake
read a book
do dishes
play tennis
...all in one day
Apparently those around me think im some sort of super woman.
only because i am.

Cynthia's birthday is today.

Nate is still asleep.
i love him.

Vh1 is still playing their music videos, that means its ultra early.

The weather should be beautiful today.

well im outty loves.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

It's that time of the year.

Summer is almost here, today it was about 60 but still rather chilly.
I didn't bring a jacket to school, im a genius i know.
And being that im cold blooded i died twice and shat my pants multiple times.

shat pants=bad
peed my pants= very good!!

anyways im ultra excited about riding around on the bicycle.
and going to the sand dunes
and running around in a swimsuit... once i get skinny again.

I want icecream.

I have no deep philosophical theories or thoughts at the moment.
I hate brain farts.
I haven't thought of anything worth while in a long time
& rap seems to be a constant audio out of my speakers
I think something is wrong with me.
what isn't though?
That isn't who i am though.
I like meaningful music and artsy fartsy interesting things
I'm not any typical girl
or perhaps i just don't want to see myself as that so i try to convince myself im not.
I'm typical?!



good night.

Monday, April 14, 2008

return of the horse girl....

I'm such a reality T.V. junkie
It's not even funny.

My favorite is rock of love
& now that ambre won i don't know what i'll do.

flavor love just doesn't cut it for me

I guess shot at love premieres on the 22nd so all will be well.

I would rather watch reality tv then anything else.

I just at mcdonalds.
EW.... i need to stop

I think erika and i are going to go on a massive diet this summer. although i need to be a responable size before summer if i'm going to be wearing shorts and tank tops.
I hate ym stomach and my flabby arms.
I'm a whale of a whale.

it's beautiful out and im sitting in the apartment doing nothing. Well watching reality tv and and thinking about going outside
i need to wait for nate to come home
i might go and play tennis
i do miss it
it's still a little chilly out.

blah i'll post more later

Thursday, April 10, 2008

i think i must...

I might have to start typing in here once again.
I go through spurts.
Humans are animals of habit
is that the quote?!?

anyways, i find myself posting more random ass bullitens as myspace which would double nicely as blogs.
When im 40 i might like to read these damn things too.

married to the sea has been my muse so far today.
The rain ruins my life on every level possible.

I might work this weekend which also kills but, but no word from cyndi

so im going to drink hot chocolate and then go to sams
no oakland gyros today... i don't think so atleast.

School is lame.
Only 2 more classes left today and i'm done for the week.
I have to work with prisoners tomorrow. Last day

well im outty to do homework
& drink that hot chocolate.

p.s.- i refuse to do dishes that aren't mine.

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Big sex and coke parties!

i guess i sometimes make big deals out of nothing.

I need some good advice once in a while though.
And it's hard to find someone to give it.


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i feel

fucking great.
i hopemy life never changes
atleast the person who makes my life fucking great.
i really am truly lucky as all hell.
night makes my day.
full of smiles and giggles
and i love every second of it.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

tohold on2

your my somebody
and i'm yours

.... until forever ends.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

everything's O.K. in it's own little way

"if a picture's worth a thousand words, i'll paint a thousand pictures to symbolize the decibel levels bred of a thousand whispers."