can't teach an old dog new tricks

So im stuck once again with the mentality of hating work. I pretty much at some time in the day hate everything.
I think I'm extremely bi-polar.
I can be happy one mila-second and wanting to cry the the very next. And the next mila-second wanting to rip someone's head off.
Crazy.

I want to see 'the science of sleep'. I like dreams, although they are rather confusing to me. Perhaps this movie will help me form my own opinions or adopt those of the movie.
What ev.

During my lit of change class, while reading farenheit 451, it came upon the subject of knowing the answers and how we can't figure them out. And also about when a friendship is formed. I found this ironic because that is exactly what my last 'post' was about..somewhat. Perhaps the book had some foreshadowing i subconsciously noted and that came out in the blog. What ever it was, subconcious or luck, that's pretty cool.

You know what i think about a lot actaully.... how does the computer screen work? is it projected? and if so, how does it stay on the screen and not go threw? And how does a computer work so amazingly fast that by the time i press the space bar it has already made a space. There is no waiting involved. It's crazy!

Also, zach proposed the question, "what is ink made out of?" can't possible still be made out of octopus ink, peta would have a fit. when did this change?

I'm so lazy to actually look up the answers to these questions. Hopefully sometime in the near future I'll stumble upon them and my day will be made for about 5 seconds and then i will continue hating the world.

i hate a tattoo.
I meant to type "want" instead of hate... i do this a lot. Maybe more than the 'average' human being. I write other words or spell them backwards and even numbers the same.
Only one conclusion, mild dyslexia.
This furthur proves my point on having hypocondria.

bjork is an amazing song writer/singer.
I'm envious. Not of her uni-brow or facination with being naked. No no, i can do fine with out that. She probably has a crazy mind though, and to beleive, only a small percentage of it is actually expressed through her music.

brains are so weird. I think it's crazy how a brain, something that is matter, is a thing, something tangible, can make something that is totally invisible, out of anybody elses reach...thought! I once started reading a philosophy book, "did my genes make me do it", and it talked of this. It fasinates me. I never did finish that book. I think i will, I will sometime very soon.

ah thoughts, they are the future but they hold such evil.
...think on it.
-Kay