I'm addicted to crystal meth

Im not really addicted to crys meth.
It was was a "true life" on mtv
I watched it
It made me angry to the point where i had to shut it off for 5 minutes
But then i had to see how everything turned out
Drugs ruin relationships
I would know
FUCK YOU & YOUR DRUGS!!!
will your drugs love you? will your drugs be there for you, forever? will your drugs do anything BESIDES hurt you?
I DON'T THINK SO!
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and im not trying to be a hypocrite
yes i've done drugs
no hard drugs though
I'm not that stupid
rarely do i smoke & I don't ever feel the need to do them.
I'll take an offer if it's free.

Today is my half birthday
I don't quite know what that means
but yes HALF BIRTHDAY
that means
as of today i am now 6 months away from being 18

I wonder if being 18 will actually be any different from being 17? I mean i'm still the same person, why does that mean i'm allowed to get cigs and porn. I guess they jsut have to set the age somewhere.
I will also be able to vote, im not dure if i'll take advantage of that yet.
Hopefully i will.

I think i'm going to Georgia in a month of so for school of the americas protest. @ fort benning. I think i spelt that right :/ It should be interesting & a great experience for me.
I'm excited.

I wish people would stick to their word.
I don't know whats so difficult? if you say your going to do something, DO IT! why lie?
why do people make up obsessive lies?
I mean, come on now! a girl at my work who is 18 (not pretty at all and jsut ew in general) told me a few other people that she jsut found out six months ago that she has a 4 year old daughter. 6 months ago? shouldn't she have known liek 4 YEARS ago when she was giving birth to the thing. She also said it's by her uncle. WHY WOULD SOMEONE MAKE UP A SICK LIE LIKE THAT!? does she need that much attention now? i mean if the brain tumor and the weather reporter whos 30 as a boyfriend wasn't enough then i jsut don't know.
But the main point, i wish people woudl do things when they say they are going to.
I hate people who do that.
But i also love those people to mucha dn thats why i hate them.

I hate the ones i love.
that is my conclusion